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cos i'm not going to get to typ at night, i might as well do it now.

i'm so glad things are back to the way they use to be, being with John that is.i really didn't want gaia back, just him. what makes me upset about today is; i promised him yesterday he'd get to see me today, on cam, but mother never hooked it back up, wich just makes a lier out of me, i hate it when that happens.i hope she will get me the cord for my room like she said, that way i can just stay in there to talk to him, and my cam works in there.
Sometimes i don't want to cam with him, is it wrong to think bad about myself? i'v had many friends give good complaments but there my friends, they have too, but its what John wants, if he wants ta see me i'm just S.O.L aren't i? even if i say no, he has his ways. God i love him, heart whee .
I think theres something wrong with me, i aven't eat in a while, nor have i slept.yes i sleep but late like 1 surprised oam and wake up a 6 just fine.could i be going thru something? -growls- i better stop befor Brit kills meh >< i'll typ tomorrow


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