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Goly Journal,I cannot tell you how much my love for him is rising.This feeling, it---its such a strong emotion i cry...oh- why- oh-....i want to be with him....so badly, i don't care about hardly anything anymore but him.Goly and i finaly found the words to say, the words to tell you that i know he is so the love of my life, i didn't even see this till i put it in a post i found. but ever word of it is true, oh i only wish he could read my Journal so i wouldn't have to be so scared to really tell him this. to tell him. -smiles gently- Oh to tell him to let him know,but for now, to let you know.....this is what i said:

Ginger_Kamiya

omgosh i know jsut how you feel, i found out about love and all that other stuff on my own as well.I was depressed for the longest time till i feel inlove with John, he has helped me in ways i cannot believe, he has opend my eyes with Joy,Laughter and even tears. But mostly with his kindness he has flung the depression away, with his love he has sheltered me from it.And i couldmn't thank him more, i love him dearly. heart

And it is all very true. He did get rid of my Depression, He IS my Shelter from it.If i didn't have him......oh if i didn't have him.....i do not know...i do not know what would have happend to me.I know its not a very good thing tho, no it wouldn't have been a very good thing at all....for all i know, if that day....3 ye--- well 4 years ago now, had never came, i would prolly be at the foot of my tombstone...I could not even begin to think of a life without John......God i love him sooo much.

<center>My love.
My life.
MyShelter.
heart John Cheshire. heart </center>

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