I can't even compliment the guy i love so incredibly much without accidentaly insulting him. i completly and utterly FAIL at LIFE.
I mean to say how much i love him, and that i hope to love him forever....and i said it in the completly wrong way i guess gonk all i did was make him unhappy. the EXACT ******** OPPOSITE IN WHAT I MENT TO DO.
gah, i hate myself right now. i don't know how to deal with people i have spent so much time socialy seperated....and i have only been learnign in the past few months how to deal with people, i have no clue what i am doing, and all i do is make things worse. i feel so ******** up right now....
gonk cry gonk i have NO people skills.
I AM A SOCIAL ********]
