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Ever get that feeling like you are missing something?
Its been about a month since i last saw Dave....I mean to sound whiney or obsessed when i talk about him so much, but the truth is, i miss him something terrible and he is never off my mind.

On the 20th is our 6th month aniversary. Granted, that doesn't seem like a big deal to most, but its like a step for us. Its a step closer to when we can finally be together all the time. Its really killing me being so far from him for so long. In January, when he is 18, he is going to start trying to get his licence, and he is kinda working on finding a job. So...hopefully in a few months we will be able to see eachother more.
I'm also....trying to get my family to help me do what is needed to get MY licence. And i am also trtying to get a job. I may end up doing air brushing for my friend's dad. He has his own buisness dealing with Motorcycles, ,and if i get good enough with an air brush, i can make some good money working for him when he gets commissions. in the meantime....i would really like to try and get a job at Subway.

So life is still kinda gay and unfair. I'm kept from my love X_X which breaks my heart everytime i think about it, I can't drive, and i can't get a job.

This will probably be one of my last free summers, because next year, its time to start getting REALLY serious about school and a job and getting to drive and so on.

Till then, i'll keep missing Dave and trying to get my parents to let me see him whenever possible....

~Haru