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gonk OMFG I FEEL LIKE SUCH AN a**

Yesterday on the bus, i was really happy, so my friend Brett asks why, and i start just gushing to him about how inlove i am with David. Then he started looking pretty depressed

gonk gonk gonk gonk
then today, he was depressed again on the bus, so i asked him what was wrong. He wouldn't say, he just said he had a lot on his mind. >_> by this point i know that he likes me. I've been suspecting it for a while now... >.< so i ask what is on his mind, he just looks at me and won't say. so then i said
"i wish i could read minds" then he said "i wish you could too"
now i know he is trying to tell me he likes me. so i ask him "Do you like me?"
and he nods and says he did "just a little bit" >.<; i think he might have been lieing about the little bit part, but i feel like SUCH AN a**! I almost was SURE that he liked me, and then i go and basicaly rub it in his face gushing about david X_X so insensitive....

Maybe i can take him to Tolo ...the next dance at our school if it is ok with david.
T.T i feel sooooooo bad. But i am terribly flattered that he likes me. i mean he is the first guy to like tell me he likes me. X_X well i mean like someone from school. well...you know what i mean gonk arhgs skldjfh i am so stupid sometimes X_X