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X_X *points at the entry before this*

i hate when i get like that. I complety....lose my head. lol
Though afterwards i found someone to talk to and they helped me get it back on straight.

Its like an alternate personality almost...when i lose myself and get depressed. And i start to try and take all the blame. But it wasn't all my fault. A relationship with anyone is a two way street. You take and you give. If a problem happens, usually it is going to be the fault of both the peole involved in the relationship.

Even if you think about say....cheating for example. You might say "well, no, its her/his fault for letting themselves stray from their lover" ....but what if the other person wasn't giving what was needed to the one who cheated? So they sought the need to be filled from someone else. But in this case, it is also both people's fault for lack of communication. *le gasp* so its a cirle of things that leads to both.

hahahha, though if i kicked a dog because i felt like it, it would be my fault for hurting the dog, you can't blame the dog for just being there....>.> unless it looked at me funny.

o.O though luckily i would never kick a dog....

lmao, damn it feels good to have my head back. :3 i can get pretty pathetic and i hate doing the whole "woah is me thing" D: makes me feel ashamed that i would be so childish. But hey *shrugs* aren't we all children on the inside? Even dieing soldiers in the war want their mothers' in their last moments.