Do you remember[in my realy Journal,irl] me telling you about that dream i had? the one where i feel a sleep on a bench waiting for him, cos he was late [a trade mark of his i guess] getting there, and about how i woke up when i heard a plane land, he got off, and i ran,jumped in his arms, wraping my arms around his neck? he had a dream jus' like it last night, i was shocked!as soon as he told me what his dream was, my heart fell, and my hands where shaking.....i know its kinda strange, but do dreams that happen this way mean somthing?..i mean its so odd that we up and have the same dream...he has been doing alot of sweet things...i don't think telling him "I love you" is helping me...i want to show him how much i REALLY care for him...-lip trembles- but how can i do this?....sometimes i just...want to stop what we are doing just so i can tell him i care for him, but i have no idea how he would react..would he tell me back? or just smile?.....i don;t know, but i'm not risking it....i will have to do it someother time...but right now i know my hearts telling me he has to be a true love, even if he doesn't see things this way, i feel...so close to him more than ever....why oh why can't i just show him this?....................<center> ~ heart ~ heart ~ heart ~</center>
Today i put up a post on Gaia about how much i hated my Hair, it seemed to get alot of replys, wich shocked me, cos normaly if i post it seems like people run at the sight of my name
.but it was interesting to see what all people had to say about it. theres one big reason i love the GD. Its not about all the great items there, its about talking with othes about ....GD's! thats what Gaia's really about, getting to make new friends, meet new people, talk....kinda like a school or the coffe store down the road. 3nodding i--can't really say anything tho, i am Questing, but thats not the only thing i think about when i get on gaia, i like pondering over wheather i will be Accepted at the "Hogawarts" School Role Play, i really love to RP on gaia to. an di really can;t wait to be in that one. i will wait till i'm told i am Accepted( 3nodding ) or Declined( ). I asked my sister for some advice on my avatar today also, she told me i needed to get the pink set and not the black bra set. what do you think? <center>~ heart ~ heart ~ heart ~</center>
![[-Tinkerbell-]](https://a1cdn.gaiaonline.com/dress-up/avatar/ava/6a/3f/73df15b493f6a.png?t=1129294037_3.00_00 "[-Tinkerbell-]")