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When I have nitemares....I can always count on this cruel heartless b*****d named "REALITY" to wake me up.....
I lay down and close my eyes and I see ghastly images; This black sky filled with dark, grey clouds, monsters and slowly dying flowers...crumbling up and turning black right infront of me...and those snakes...those omnious snakes. They're the dominant portion of my dream...making sure that I don't awake without having one crawling somewhere on my cold skin...I'm alone in this world...well, thats what it feels like. People don't understand what goes on in my head...I see things...sometimes I think its a sign of death ahead...I'm not sure....I wish I could explain fluently, however I am deprived of what really goes on inside of me...If only you knew, hell...if only I knew. I'm just so tired of broken promises...deceptive people saying that they're there for me when they walk away when the slightest problem of mine comes along and they can't relate themselves to it....they walk away....simply selfish, but I know that I can be oblivious sometimes. I have to remember that I live in a world where everyone has problems, and are no longer here for each other because there's just no time for sympathy anymore. That's not even what I'm asking for....I just want for someone to ******** listen...all I ask is for the reciprocal of what I give to others. One day I will find refuge....and I'll find a place that is placid and made for me and other's who are drowning in their own frustrations....but until then...I'm awaken by reality...the worst nemesis a human could ever face...
 ll Estrella Brillante ll · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 07:28am · 0 Comments |
