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As I sit here with my headphones in my hear blasting "All Things Bright and Beautiful" like it's 1999, this is when I feel the happiest I've ever been in a while. Lets go back to those days where life was fun, no pressure and when people had all of their brain cells. I can't deal with the people in this life anymore. It's just too stressful. People say you can't be mad at the world but why not?
I've come to a conclusion that I will never be 100% happy because people just upset me to an extent where I don't want to be around them anymore. I guess what I'm trying to say is my generation is a ******** embarrassment, the things they say, their actions. It's just a waste of space; COMPLETE. HUMAN. TRASH.
I want to go out, I want to have fun without my ears being filled with stories of foolishness and trifling ignorance or witnessing something that a person will regret for a lifetime. I just hate when people just blurt out something as if I'm supposed to be surprised but all bullshit aside, I'm looking at you like the ******** fool you are. Nobody gets it. Sometimes I just the world was different. Sometimes I just wish I was dead.
Music is what makes me happy, it helps me escape from the ignorance and this close minded world. I might have to go back to being the girl that I was, introverted and always had my headphones in. Reality is the slowest form of suicide and I'm tired of watching people destroy their souls. People disgust me.
 ll Estrella Brillante ll · Mon Oct 17, 2011 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
