I hate being sick
I felt like the past few days? week? however long it's been has just been the universe out to get me or something. I don't want to be the kind to just complain in my journal, but I feel like I really need to get down on digital paper just how bad it's been.
To start, I don't think I like Too Many Games enough as a con to go another year. I was already on the fence this year, but seeing Vinny Vinesauce kind of was the thing that got me to go in the end truthfully. But now that I've met him and got something signed by him I think I'm alright for a while. I don't want to be mean or anything, but I just don't think I like being in a big group for a convention especially when the group has such. big emotions.
Like I really really don't want to be mean, especially because I truthfully don't know anyone in the group super well beyond the pleasantries we share in the discord, but I just don't think I meshed well with the group. I feel like some people showed their age and I think I'm just too old to deal with stuff like this anymore. So yeah, I think my Too Many Games career is over.
But then on top of that, I got sicked because of the damn convention! I hate being sick sooooo bad and this cold has been kicking my a** for a whole week!!! I've had this full body cough that's just been hurting my chest every time I get a coughing fit and I wish it would just end already!!! THE CON WASN'T EVEN WORTH IT!!!! Ugh I just hate being sick so much. The only plus side to it I guess is that I got out of work for pretty much a week because of the combo of this and the 4th, but it's not like I could enjoy it or anything. Especially when three of the days my AC was out and I was stuck just melting while also sick. I already hate being warm but being sick on top of that is just too much.
Thankfully though my AC is fixed and I'm slowly getting better now. I just wish I was over this cough already though. It's so annoying having to wake up in the middle of the night just to cough.
I felt like the past few days? week? however long it's been has just been the universe out to get me or something. I don't want to be the kind to just complain in my journal, but I feel like I really need to get down on digital paper just how bad it's been.
To start, I don't think I like Too Many Games enough as a con to go another year. I was already on the fence this year, but seeing Vinny Vinesauce kind of was the thing that got me to go in the end truthfully. But now that I've met him and got something signed by him I think I'm alright for a while. I don't want to be mean or anything, but I just don't think I like being in a big group for a convention especially when the group has such. big emotions.
Like I really really don't want to be mean, especially because I truthfully don't know anyone in the group super well beyond the pleasantries we share in the discord, but I just don't think I meshed well with the group. I feel like some people showed their age and I think I'm just too old to deal with stuff like this anymore. So yeah, I think my Too Many Games career is over.
But then on top of that, I got sicked because of the damn convention! I hate being sick sooooo bad and this cold has been kicking my a** for a whole week!!! I've had this full body cough that's just been hurting my chest every time I get a coughing fit and I wish it would just end already!!! THE CON WASN'T EVEN WORTH IT!!!! Ugh I just hate being sick so much. The only plus side to it I guess is that I got out of work for pretty much a week because of the combo of this and the 4th, but it's not like I could enjoy it or anything. Especially when three of the days my AC was out and I was stuck just melting while also sick. I already hate being warm but being sick on top of that is just too much.
Thankfully though my AC is fixed and I'm slowly getting better now. I just wish I was over this cough already though. It's so annoying having to wake up in the middle of the night just to cough.
