oh i have missed him so much today...I really have nothing to tell about today on him, sept i miss him very badly! i would give anything to be in his arms. its only been a day hes gone but it feels like the day has just drug on!!!!! &&! -dies- and its still not over. I set my watch to his time and i keep looking at it every 5 seconds &&! its just been such a long day and its sucked highly.i hope he is having Fun tho.....well i can't talk much on him today, but yesterday......we got on a topic about him hitting me. he does't do it but every now and then when i say somthing i think ,might make him mad i put beside it "-flinches befor he hits her-"...yesterday i put that and he asked me why i always think hes gunna hit me. I told him the truth, about my father beating on my mother when they still loved each other.I don't think he took it to well, he said "great my own girlfriend thinks i'm going to hit her. Forget the fighting comp now xP" i feel bad for doing that, he shouldn't drop things he likes to do for me, even if i do it all the time for him, i don't want him doing it. True, i don't like him fighting, but he shouldn't waste all that training hes done. I still feel really bad about that, about thinking he would hit me. i know he wouldn't he is far to nice fo that.Maybe to him he doesn't see how sweet he is, but everyday i see/talk with him, i'm so much happier than befor. I still don't think he has the slightest clue on how much he has made my life better. i met him when i was 11 1/2 and i have loved him sence, its only gotten stronger too.Hes very funny, kind [to me], loving, and a very,very fine looking Young man, Hansome to say the most -chuckle- we have been thru alot of fights, but they happen.i can't wait to meet him irl!
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This morning mom woke me up at like, 6:30 and said "Come on After Christmas shoping to do! come! come!" and sence i hav elike 141$'s to spend i thought what the hey, but we when to the mall and all i did was walk around stupidly, didn't buy anything! && how stupid of me?!but i did get a shirt at goodies, it looks kinda like a collage gurl shirt. hehe, but its cute. its white with pink strips on the collar and on the slevees.i got some light pants with a pink belt to complamet the pink on the shirt. it looks really nice, like my Pink ladies outfit i have on now, Or like my green outfit. i love getting outfit that look like the ones i have now.I also bought some more thongs, only one hehe, it has a kitten on it and it says "Miss Kitty" -laughs-....goly look at me, doing it agian, i have to stop doing this, and besides i have to go take my shower and work out for a bit. i wont be back on, just coming back to PM John about how much i missed him today and am waiting for his return.Welltz, nighty night ^o^ heart
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And we met them young.
But that didn't stop my man from proposing. eek
Har har.
MINE! *Clings to fiancee*