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hmmm, today...well today...today i found a scar i never knew i had, it seamed to twinkle at me in a pale white way, where did you come from, my long lost friend, what put you thier on my finger, did i once break you and then healed you again, hmmm, today i remembered something from my past, which rarely happens because i blanked it all out so long ago, anyway it took me by quite a surprise...

i remember my dad beating her, god knows what she had done, she was probably taking the fall for one of us kids again....like she always did, i remember her running out side and across the field, the house was by a forest you see, but we had a lawn/field space between it, i ran after her but my little legs couldn't keep up with her,...i ended up finding her tho, swinging on the tree swing, tears still rolling down her face, i just looked at her, god knows what my mind was thinking, all i could do was walk over sit on her lap and kiss the tears away, i remember saying "don't cry sis..it'll be alright",...god a little child having to tell thier sister that it'll be alright with a father like that...how foolish we are..little children...how quicky we are to forget the real world and live in one of fantasy, god, rocking my sister, as she cried those tears, how could i forget...how could i let myself forget... forgive me sis...i shall never forget again...