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I think I can break my life down into firsts.
The first kiss.
The first love.
The first broken heart.

Lately I have been in the whole.
What the ******** I am gonna do with my life mood.
And firsts have been comming up...
Who was my first.
One name keeps comming up.
I wear her name around my neck.

My first true fleash love.
My first true kiss.
My first pretty much everything.

The first time I ever felt like I could settal down.
The first time I ever regretted saying goodbye.

It's hard. I know I love her. I know in all good reason I should move on.
But I dont want to.

I flew into welly today.. and it was an alien land...
With her I felt at home...
Now I just feel lost.

My first.
My last.
My everything.

I hope she doesnt' forget that.