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I decided I'm disowning my family. They have caused me enough hurt by practically ignoring my existence. Every time family visits them, then never tell me. The never tell me about anything, and this has been going on my whole life. When I was in high school my mom went to detox and i never knew that. My sister did, but i didn't. Things like this are always happening and now I've had it. I can't take it any more. I'm no longer recognizing them as my family. This is the last straw.

My sister got married. I had to find out the hard way. I saw photos of the whole thing and at first I was like. Wow, grats to her, but i can't believe she didn't tell the family. Then I saw pictures of my mom and family too. Then I suddenly felt like I meant nothing to them. And it is obvious that they don't.

I've been thinking about calling my mom, but now I just can't. I've missed her and wanted to know how things were... But she never really includes me. So, now I'm done with them. I love them all, but I can't recognize them as family any more. Family doesn't do this s**t. ******** them.