crying Grr......Sometimes I wonder why the hell cant I go one day without feeling like HELL sad why does it feel like someone has taken my heart, crushed it and threw all the pieces on the ground??? LITTLE TINY PIECES....that I have to pick up and somehow put back together...I now LIVE in this black hole...it is not only a room, it is my ENVIRONMENT *sigh* People use my depression for their comedy....some friends I have...paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia...I hope I sleep well *shivers*....evil lurks in my dreams...he says: "Star...kill yourself...." !!!!! He wants me to do harm to myself PARANOIA PARANOIA PARANOIA PARANOIA PARANIOA....I WILL NOT BE SUCKED IN....I refuse crying i'd rather suffer alone...
ll Estrella Brillante ll · Tue May 13, 2008 @ 12:35pm · 0 Comments
