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It was as if I was riding on a roller coaster of emotions. Today wasn't the last day of summer school, but it was Jen/Sara/Chris' last day. At the beginning of the day, I was happy. But when Ms. Caine said that Jen/Sara/Chris were leaving, the happiness I felt suddenly dropped, and turned into a sad, sinking feeling. Of course, I probably won't see them ever again, which makes me terribly sad (exception for Sara); and they were and still are my best friends including Michelle, who will be leaving tomorrow.. T-T

I didn't cry =) (for the moment). Events like that keep repeating themselves... [[close friends have left me 4 times, in which I cried at all of them >_<;;]] But it hurts.. and I feel depressed. Darien and I agree that we feel empty now. What do I dooo? I hate it when I feel this way. :'[

EDIT: Now Michelle is gone.. :[ Probably until next year..maybe...hopefully not longer than that.