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Nothing really great happened today, except for the fact that Mrs. Coocoo is treating the 7th and 8th graders to Starbucks, and Victor and Jen visited.

I felt so depressed today. I dunno why. Maybe I'm PMSing? =l I should have been happy when Jen visited. I was supposed to. I would've been. But lately I've been getting the feeling that I'm drifting farther and farther away from friends..either that or they're the ones drifting away; and soon, they get so far away that I can't reach them. Strange, yes. Another thought is that my "light" has been taken away, or has faded; and I'm stuck in the darkness. The sun, or some other kind of light, is teasing me. Coming within my reach, and then slipping away. Repeating the pattern.

Why do I feel this way?

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Read a hilarious book. It's called The Life History of A Star by Kelly Easton. It's a journal written by a girl named Kris. She's tomboyish, a bit cynical, and weird. Her thoughts are funny. The book would be based on Kris brother, David, who has been critically injured from the Vietnam War and how Kris thinks he's a ghost when he's sent back home. My favorite parts would've been when Kris' science teacher said that Eve was an African American and when Kris wrote some things about her high school [I think it was either English or history] teacher.

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I have lots of homework to do. But I don't want to do it.. I'm hating Spanish right now..mainly because our Spanish teacher assigned us a whole lot to do and I put it off until now. The homework is due tomorrow. :S My left shoulder is kind of sore from the HPV shot. I jammed my toe when I kicked a fence. It hurts whenever I apply pressure to it. =(

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My birthday's coming up soon! 8 more days. =) Cousin's birthday is gonna be in 4 days. I'm still deciding on what to get him.. A new tennis racket, maybe? ..

- Jackie