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I ought to blow the dust off this, get attached to it again and keep track of myself, I feel more connected then and less distant. Oh well. Middle of nowhere here we go. yay... So, as some know, I think I've got someone to share time with of the oposite gender, or as some might call it: a 'Boyfriend'. We aren't dating though, we're just friends right now. I don't really know if we're going anywhere, it seems we've hit a ditch and are trying to push our way out, but we're not going anywhere. The more I think about him, I don't know what to think, I do like him, but I don't know what exactly to think. I'll just have to wait and see what happens.

Anyways, I doubt it'll last long, but at least I'll have a friend in the end. Hopefully. But I'm in good spirits, been going to counseling for a little therapy and it seems to be helping. It's nothign anyone needs to be concerned about, I was just gettign too stressed so I'm relieving myself of the stress. I joined up with my church again, maybe I'll stay on this time, joined the handbell choir there, they seem excited to have me. Joined my team too, can't wait to start lessons again.

Got into a bunch of trouble cause a friend borrowed my phone and parents got all concerned of who I was calling though it wasn't even me making the calls. Sorted that out and such, life is rather mellow... I still think about those who have been left behind and those who have my heart, I miss them and I wonder if they miss me. Alas, It looks like I'm getting a job at a vet's office, go me. Hope I can hold my stomach. I'm a queasy person, don't like blood. Guess I wouldn't make a very good vampire.... lol.