I FINALLY met dave today, and i couldn't have been happier. I love him even more than i did before. And that really is something. I've been counting down the days for weeks, waiting...and now its all over...but i had so much fun.
Morning was hard....i was really frustreated X_X; we ended up getting to seattle at almost 11.....when we were supposed to be there like an hour and a half ealier...D: i feel bad about that. I was feeling like s**t in the car, i was so stressed over being late that i wasn't even nervous anymore. X_X;
But when we got there, we parked at a McDonalds for 5$ and started walkign to the space needle. Omg, i could see david while we were at the mcdonalds, he wasn't hard to spot with his spiffy ORLY hat 4laugh
*going to continue this tomorrow when i am not half falling alseep*
*continues* gah...i think i am going to have to have sam and dave help me with some details, my memory is a little fuzzy because i was just so happy i was with dave, what we did was all a blurr.
But okay, anyways:
I saw him from basically the Mcdonalds Parkinglot, we were about to cross the street. I could see him pacing. Once we got across the street, he stopped and was looking at me, so i waved at him over my head XD I think he did a little jump of joy. But i had a HUGE smile on my face at that point. I was walking towards him as fast as i could, i wasn't sure i wanted to run to him or not or what XD But it felt like it took forever to get to him.
First thing i did (i think) was hug him, i just threw my arms around his neck and we hugged and just stood there. xd and i was like "omg i can't believe this, i'm so happy, i love you" in his ear while we hugged. XP....and my glasses got all foggy. lol. ******** glasses. xd And.....even though it was the first time we have actually met....it didn't feel like that at all. It felt like the hundredth time. Or like we see eachother everyday...it just felt so normal, so right.
So then we headed to the Science center (gah, i'm realy struggling to remember everything in order o_O i was more concentrated on dave than what we were doing)
and we held hands walking, it feels so good to walk side by side with someone you love so much, even just holding their hand.
ok, so i'm not sure, but i think we went to the dinosaur exhibit first ^_^ it was pretty cool. Then we went over to where they have the insects and stuff.
We looked around a little bit.
(gah, you know what? i want to be talking to dave when i do this or something because i can't remember what order things happened in....*frowns* so once again, to be continued.)
*CONSTANTLY BEING UPDATED AND CHANGED*
so you may or may not want to read untill i am finished, but make sure you do read when it is finished XD
BULETED VERSION OF THINGS WE DID NOT NECCISARILY IN ORDER AND RANDOM THOUGHTS:
~I could look in his eyes while we were hugging and i could tell that he wanted me to kiss him, or to let him kiss me....but at first i wasn't ready for that, and then it was a little issue of me being shy. But he NEVER pushed me to kiss him, he let me do it when i was ready. And i really apriciate that.
~We went to the butterfly exhibit
~...XD ^_^; kissed in the elevator, the shadowbox.....the first kiss we had was in the insect section by this one thing with a giant cockroach (heh) though i can't remember if that was before or after the butterflies
~we ate together, and he shared his food with me because i wasn't hungry enough to really want something of my own. =3 it was chinese food XD and he went and got back up to get me chopsticks because i was actually having problems with the damned plastic fork. >_> it doesn't stab broccolii too well, it bends before it stabs. Heh, and apperantly, he loved broccolii and never shares it o.o i didn't even know XD heh. So i feel special because he let me have some of his broccolii twisted XD isn't that odd?
~Usually i don't like sharing food or drinks with people. There are very few people who i allow to take drinks from my stuff and very few people i will actually ask to have a drink from their stuff. But i asked him if i could have some of his pop without really thinking about things, and he said yeah. XD heh, it was rootbeer. And i didn't like....wipe off the straw or anything before i tok a drink, and then neither did he when he had some. And apperantly he susaly does. o_O it feels like he is already one o fmy best friends, and i am so comfertable around him. Its so cool.
~we armwrestled after we ate, he won >_> because i was at a funny angle and it felt like i was going to hurt my shoulder....but he was inpressed by how strong i was because he actually had to try XD i put up a fight!
~we played mercey in the gift shop in an open area, it ended with him pushing me against the wall ^///^ heh and then we just sat there and hugged and cuddled for a while.
~while we were hugging in the giftshop on another occation, this little boy comes up and just looks at me funny XD and all i could think was "someday kid, you are going to want this and little kids are going to be giving you funny looks"
~I feel like i have known him for so long now....and it feels so right to be with him. I love how affectionate he is. I'ver enver had anyone who LIKED it when i would hug them or touch them for no other reason other than to say "i love you" my friends at school don't really like me randomly hugging them =( Save maybe andy and stuff. I'm so happy he is so affectionate and that he likes my affection.
~ =3 i was worried that i would be uptight and uncomfertable around dave and that i wouldn't be acting quite myself. But...as it turned out, i was so comfertable around him, i was treating him like i treat my long time friends, i acted like i act around my friends. So thats good, he got to see me being me. And i hope i got to see him being himself. I love him so much, and i am so glad that he loves me too.
~Talking to him last night, he said he likes my body. He said he was actually expecting me to be bigger, because i told him how much i weigh right off the bat when i started talking to him. I weigh 246. But, it really doesn't look like that. *shrugs* i am tall and i have a large build and i'm still proportioned and i have lots of shape. =3 i think its good to say that i'm filled out and something to wrap your arms around. Which...dave did quite a bit ^///^ hmmhmm awww......i miss his arms around me. =3 but i am very happy he likes me inside and out now ^_^ hehe i loooove him ^///^
~I made him a birthday card XD and friends of mine who have gotten b-day cards from me know what they are like, =3 hand drawn with lots of love and lots of hearfelt writting ^w^
~I gave him my favorite necklace. It was a little metal pick with the kanji for fire on it. I bought it off a friend for 50 cents at a lazer tag place...but it didn't have a clasp or anything so you had to knot the string to wear it. As a result i very seldomly took it off. And i got VERY attached to it. So....i decided it would be a good gift to give him, something small and close to me. And when i asked him what he might like for a gift...and he told me that anything that ment something to me would be something he would treasure, i knew right then that i was going to give him that necklace for sure. I wasn't sure when i was going to give it to him....so i waited the day to find a good time to let him have it. I chose while we were sitting on the stairs togehter to give it to him. It was just a moment where we weren't really buisy and we were kinda cuddly and just being close. So he helped me untie the knot and i gave it to him and tied it around his neck. *smiles* i miss the necklace, but i am really glad he has it. lol, though i miss him so much more than i do the necklace.
Some pictures and Vids and shizz ^_^:
for more pics go to My deviant art page
Vids:
*Smooch*
Arm Wrestling at lunch
