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I am about to just give up on getting with Kenny... i mean...it doesn't change my goal of getting to know him more....but....-_- it really is pointless to continue to persue him at the time being, all it does is make me feel kinda down. (i fail at attracting/obtaining a mate. lol)

beh, i mean...its pretty disheartening when i die my hair and almost everyone i am regulry around notices...but he doesn't say anything....it made me a little irritated with him...but at the same time i wasn't because its such a stupid reason. I was more mad at myself for being irritated at him over nothing X_X although i feel bad now that i just got a PM from him saying he was sorry he didn't say anything about my hair. ^_^; *feels like a jerk....* i hate being mad at people. atleast i never stay mad for too long. People who hold grudges for a long time really bug me.

and ummm...jesus ...don't be shy people. if you read this leave a comment, i would really like to know i am not crazy and alone in my thoughts.