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...another form of embarassment. lmfao. I had to get up at like 7 this morning to get ready to go to my friend Kelly's house.

We had to film scene one of Shakespear's "The Taming of the Shrew" We had to pick a theme and re-inact the scene....they chose Disney... so my character...Lucentio...was redone as Simba from the lion king....and..X_X they made me sing:

Can you feel the love tonight,
The peace the evening brings?
For once the world in perfect harmony
With all its living things

I can't really sing too well, but....whatever. We kept ******** up the lines after the song though X_X so i sang it 6 or 7 times....And...we get to show it to the class first thing tomorrow. Joy X_X.

When we took a lunch break at noon....i ...didn't get depressed...but i got into a very pencive mood because they started talking about PMS (BTW our group was made up of a total of 4 girls and 2 guys) and lmfao, Kaitlin and Megan started telling Danial and Sean about PMS, and Chocolate. And then that topic drifted to their girlfriends and such. So...it made me wish i had soemone...but at the same time i didn't get all uber depressed about it.

Oh, and btw Kenny.... heart I LOVE YOU heart biggrin without you helping me i would still probably think my ipod was charging rofl But its so handy, and it holds so much music owO screw CD's and CD players, atleast portable ones. lmao. No skipping, no disks that only hold maybe 20 songs max. biggrin Love *hugs iPod*

X_X i feel....very worn right now. So...exhaused from being down, and all that running around today....

....I can't imagine how it would feel to never get a break from being sad. It would just get worse and worse untill....you would just want to die so you didn't have to live with it anymore.

Hah, i am almost willing to bet i am going to go right back into being depressed sometime next week. I am like 99% sure i am going to. >< 3 letters....PMS. Since i am still not all the way upright yet, its going to hit me hard X_X probably knock me back down to where i was before, if not further, its when i start really longing to be with someone. So i'm going to feel so alone in that sence most of next week if i can predict things right. ><; i hope i am wrong. I don't want to be happy for 2 or 3 days just to go back into what i was before.

Lmfao, i think there is some sort of primal instinct to mate at that time. I mean, i start getting lonly and really wishing i had a lover, and i get horny alot. lmfao. ******** you instincts.

><; stupid music. Lmfao, i want to slowdance now.