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What worlds am I worth it?

A world where I became a crook an a thief as I could have been if a few things had changed. An I had taken after my Fathers early life.

An artist in a world where I didn't let my dreams die after realizing art or at least art schools teach an desire is so boring an feels so fake to me.

Another world I went on to College an became an engineer but that dream was always a fantasy. I was an will never be that smart an College? Far beyond what little $ an support I would even have gotten from home.

..... Or the impossible worlds where I married an had kids or at least married. I find those worlds the most unlikely as Love flees from me as much as Happiness runs screaming from me.