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And now i'm back to square one, for a while, i had emotion for the first time in years, but it was all torn away from me, makiong so much worse, before, i merely didn't know what it felt like to have emotions, now i've been given a taste and then had it snatched away from me, that is enough to tear me apart from the inside out, the emptiness thati had been accustomed to before returns as well, as does the anger i believed i had lost, why this happens you ask? it's because she has been snatched away from me, not through death, not through another relationship, but a boarding school, and why did she end up there you ask? because those stupid ******** bastards who think they're in charge of this town decided she was too dangerous to keep around, the choice was a boardning school or juvenile hall, which was barely a choice as it was, now it seems nas though i am the one in the cage, or rather, i am the cage, the cage of my own emotions and feelings, my will has returned, and stronger than ever, but i would gladly sacrifice it all if i could get her back