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I dont think thier is a better feeling in the world than holding the one you love close in your arms.
I spent last night as I have many nights past since I arrived in the USA.
In Hannah's bed watching Tv and chilling with her.
Not really talking or anything like that.
Just enjoying the time we have togeather.
Well that and laughing at our friend kaleb who was tripping on some tripple C's.
Anyways.
We where all laying in bed me and hannah semi cuddling.
Well me more trying to watch Tv over her shoulder, and kaleb at our feet.
I was having to kinda spoon hannah cause Kaleb was in my leg room.
But I dun mind...
I usualy spoon hannah in some way or another as she goes to sleep.
Anyways.
Hannah rolls over and moves closer to me, and like I asked Kaleb when he was gonna go to bed, cause I was tired as anything. So then he like left, He got the hint, what a smart boy lol.
Anyways, not soon after Kaleb left Hannah rolled back over to face the Tv.
And I moved in behind her, she kinda grabed my hand and pulled me closer, but I had my own set or blankets around me so I couldn't get as close as she wanted me. So she was like murr closer. I think I felt my heart leap when she said that.
I chucked my covers off and moved right in along her back real close. She just held my hand to her chest and moved a little so we fitted togeather perfectly.

To describe the feelings you feel when the one you love holds you close and you hold them tight. Is like describing the beauty of the stars on a clear night sky.
Breath taking. Amazing. No words even come close to it.
Like all space time stops.
And in that moment.
All thier is.
Are two beating hearts.
Two people.
One love.

Anyways it was a really really hot night. And since body heat makes alot of heat on it's own. And Hannah's waterbed is heated. Things got really really hot. She drifted off to sleep and I just lay thier smiling.

Anyways. It was more of later that night that made it one that I will never forget.
I had rolled away to my left and was laying on my back next to the wall, half asleep, kinda just sleep thinking like I do. And Hannah kinda just rolls over and puts her arm across my chest her hand ending up at the bottem of my ribs... Or more to the point in that general area.
Now I sleep in a t-shirt and boxers. JUst so you all know mrgreen .
Anyways.
She like was stroking my ribs for a bit then like mumbled something then moved her hand down and slipped it under my top to the same place.
I moved my left hand and stroked her right arm (the one across my chest). Softly as not to wake her.
This is it's self would of made me beyond happy.
But she took her left hand and in her sleep searched for my right.
Finaly finding it a linking fingers with me.
And still sleeping I may add moved her head perfectly onto my right shoulder.

God. I didn't know what to think. It was like every thaught I had ever thaught about the way I wanted her to hold me was comming true. It was a perfect stand still moment. Like in all those cheesy movies how the hottest popular chick walks into the room and everyone stops and looks at her.

Kinda like that.
It was also nice that through out the night she kept on reaching for my hand, Just to hold.
If you have ever been in love.
Then you will know the feeling you get when the one you love reach's for you, and in some small way needs you in that moment. And you can be thier for them.
Until now I had a glass screen and many many miles of land and sea between us.

Now it's all real.
Holding her hand as she slept. Giving her warmth and protection.
Knowing she loves and trusts me.

These feelings.
Nothing will ever compair with them.
Nor will anything ever replace them.

I love her.
Through all the good and bad times.
I still do.
Always and Forever.

Because it's moments of pure innocence.
When the one you love is sleeping.
That stops your heart.
And slows time down.

If even it is only for a second.
It's still a second, that they spent with you.

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