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He doesn’t have any clue as to how much I really love him. I miss him a lot but I can’t see him because I’m stuck in Minnesota while he is in New York at the moment. I talk to him daily and I always tell him that I love him but he doesn’t know how much I do. My love for him... I couldn’t live without him... I’d die inside if I can’t ever touch or hold him in my arms. He doesn’t know how much it would break my heart if he wasn’t here anymore. And he doesn’t know that I have to try not to cry whenever he leaves for something... I cry every night out here.
He keeps telling me everyday that he wants to give me these gifts that he has back in New York. I don’t care about the gifts and I don’t really want them. All I want is to be back in his arms again, to be able to fall asleep in his arms again. I have already told him that I’m not one of those girls that need or want gifts every day or every time I see him. All he needs to do is hold me and tell me he loves me. That’s all that I can ever want from him.
 okamimegami · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 08:35pm · 0 Comments |
