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	Painfully Alone
	Painfully Alone

	Love Forsaken
	Love Forsaken


It appears as though love has forsaken me once again... Or mayhaps it is I that has forsaken love? Either way, love appears to not be my thing... As a friend once told me, I'm vindictive. Vindictive people do not make good lovers... Forsaking love... It feels so empty, so unfeeling... My heart feels cold and distant as of late. Perhaps it was one of my greatest mistakes. However, I don't want it to be a mistake. If I have no love, I can not be hurt, right? Or mayhaps this is just a foolish thought. Love isn't all that bad, most of the time. Losing a loved one, though, is one of the worst hurts in the world. I hate that feeling. I've felt it so often as of late... okamimegami · Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 03:03am · 2 Comments


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	Love can be a very mysterious thing. You can feel pain, pleasure, sadness and lust among other feelings. When you truely love someone you want to spend every waking moment with them, when you are with them your heart races wildly as if it is trying to run to the very one it beats for...the one you love. And when you are appart it aches with such intensity that it feels as if the one you love is your life force.....they are the reason you live....and life without them is but a slow decay. Surely you too will experience this in due time. Love is like the evening tide washing upon the sands of time, you never really know what it is going to wash up onto the shores of your life. Love.....a woman has the right to dream there are endless possibilities stretched out before her. Whatever happens from now on Oka, you stand firm and face your destiny without fear but with courage. What awaits you down the path you will then have to choose, no one is going to give you a map you have to walk your own path my hope is that you take the road less traveled for it will make all the difference. Young men and women leave their homes in search of this quest as they search they are always asking questions....whats out there.....whats waiting for me....times and indignation will arise when you may think "Maybe I'll never get over this." but time heals all things...I've lived my life following my dreams....and I dont have any regrets...I only hope you do the same. When problems arise dont keep running away...you only get one life...life it with honor and for yourself...dont try to satisify others around you....it is your life to live not thiers. Belive in yourself and create your own destiny....dont fear failure. Offline Xion Leingod · Community Member · Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 04:00pm


	love is something that cannot be forced into. it is something that needs to be worked on. you have to want it to work. Offline fractus animus · Community Member · Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 11:52pm

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You already know that I love you but I'm guessing not nearly how much. Every waking second you are on my mind. Constantly in my heart, it beats only for you. You mean everything to me. Never forget that you are my world, my life.

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