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the little part of my life that i choose to show you
this is a part of me that i let you people truely see.
-sick...and tired...literally-
Alright well i'm sick right now and so tired. no only that but there are a choice few people who, lately, have been pissing me off to no end. I don't even care if they read this and know who they are. (it's doubtful that they'll read it though) and not only that i'm a little scared....

(song thingy)
You break me down
Just to watch me fall again.
You pick me up
Just to play with my heart again

Why can't you just leave me alone?
I bet you know how well i forget
How well i'll come into your arms again
Just so you can hurt me
Just so you can help me to the ground
To the ground to scar and bleed
Then you pick me up again
Just to watch me fall

I don't understand why i do it
Why i always come back to you
I don't understand what makes me
For somehow you always knew

You knew my heart would want you back
The scars sill bleeding and raw
You knew that i would come back again
Somehow this you saw

Why can't you just leave me alone?
I bet you know how well i forget
How well i'll come into your arms again
Just so you can hurt me
Just so you can help me to the ground
To the ground to scar and bleed
Then you pick me up again
Just to watch me fall

Why do you insist on these games
These painful and scaring games
THe ones that are meant to hurt
Meant to scar and bleed

Do you enjoy watching me break
Knowing i'll try and fix it
Then pretending to help heal me
Only to watch me fall again

Why do you try and break what's broken
Then pretend to try and fix it
Only to throw it and break it
Only to laugh at it's pain

Why can't you just leave me alone?
I bet you know how well i forget
How well i'll come into your arms again
Just so you can hurt me
Just so you can help me to the ground
To the ground to scar and bleed
Then you pick me up again
Just to watch me fall...
Just to watch me fall


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  • User Comments: [1]
    Good choice song.
    And if I'm smart enough, then I can pretty much guess who it is.
    Hoping I'm not one of them lol.
    Which I don't think I am, but with you I never really can tell..that is until you start ignoring me altogether.
    Haha.
    But I'm guessing their names start with Co Be and Ni?


    comment Teh_Emo_Girl_Shelby · Community Member · Thu May 03, 2007 @ 05:03am
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