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I know its pathetic but I feel like ranting again. o_____o;
Again, about the same thing as not too long ago. I feel pathetic being who I am, loving someone who may or may not love me back in the same way, but I love him with all my heart because I have never had someone who loved me so completely and wanted nothing but the best for me, and would do me no wrong. I just wish I could make him see it again. In all honesty I know what I feel for him is truer than what most other girls would, because all I feel is for his heart, and not because he's good looking, or because he's well built.
Because I know a lot of girls are like that, aside from his stalkers and such, as much as they may think the love they feel is true, they are blinded by a smile they think is all for them, or a hug that may be the exact same as every other girl gets. I was that way once, and I lost a good friend over it. But now I see something much different. And it's nice.
It's nice to be in love, but its hard not even being able to see his face. It sounds sad, but its not even a real online relationship, because we disagree with the idea entirely. It hurts too much. It hurts enough already. Why make it worse?
 animepurinsesu · Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 03:43am · 3 Comments |
