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I wonder if the person i'm refering to could tell the other day what was wrong. i wonder if they really noticed.....maybe the did...maybe they didn't....who really knows. maybe i just have a great mask.

I refuse to say what class it was in (i mean i refuse to say in this journal) and i refuse to say who (once again only in the journal) but with what they did i was near tears because of it. i held them back though and i think i realized what i did wrong.

This did disrupt my entire day.....and it still is b/c the thought keeps fresh in my mind. and it was still there when i went to sleep that night. Well...i didn't really sleep at all that night b/c i was crying to much. i couldn't stop and right now just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

I don't know how to fix it really....i mean there is one thing i could do but that would cause many problems and then if i continue it it will only cause more....so i don't know what to do.

if you did notice and know who you are but don't know what you did then you can PM me asking.....i'll tell you. but if i t's not you then i'll tell you it isn't but i'll only tell you what happened if you're a very close friend of mine