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Last night I was at home with my family, reading, like I always do, because done of my "friends" ever seem to want to hang out with me outside of school. It's like they don't want to be seen with me out in public. I hate it. So, back to last night. 3 of my so call "friends" were found lying down in my yard by my mother who just happen to be going outside to have a smoke. The 3 "friends" were Kathleen (Twitch), Ian (Tweek), and Jak. They came inside and were falling over. Tweek had a bottle still on him and I told him to get rid of it. He told me no. Then I told my mother is a recovering Alcohlaic and he might as well told me to ******** off by saying"oh yea, well I'm a beginning alcohalic". Then They decide to take off and meet up with some other person and left me there. And I added crying because it didn't seem like I worth their time. I really wanted to hang out with them, but no. I would just ruin ********' Twitch and Tweek's little "let's ******** everywhere we're out" race. God, I hate it. I just want a friend that I can talk to, I guess that's too much to ask for, huh?