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Yesterday and today, I've been feeling odd feelings. I keep thinking about what would happen if my best friend died and the sad thing was, I could picture it. I could picture it all. But why??

I got pissed when I saw a picture in my boyfriend's signature. It degraded him much. I mean, he looked like a manwhore and made him look desperate. So it made me mad that he lowered himself but sad because I felt as if he didn't want me anymore. Because if he's trying to look desperate then he might cheat on me. But I KNOW he would NEVER do that. But still... part of me thinks that because that part is my negative counterpart. crying I only wish I could understand my feelings better. But you could tell by my last entry, that that's kind of hard when all they do is argue.

I apoligize, Mistress. I did not mean to anger you.

Ah, shut up.