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I really don't know my true feelings anymore ever since my emotions took seperate sides. I'm not sure when they split apart like this, I can't remember. Possibly when my parents divorced which was a long time ago. How can you tell how you truely feel anyways?

I thought about so many things and realized that I hate many things. People get mad at me for it and say "Alissa! You hate everything! Is there anything you don't complain about?" They were the ones that said to express my feelings and oppinions.... That's what I did. But I bet you really don't want to hear about this much, huh?

I love my friends dearly, but I don't believe they understand that. They keep telling me to move on like they're nothing when they mean so much to me. How can I just move on like that? I couldn't give up on the ones I love so easilly. I keep telling them "I love you like a sister/brother" and I mean it, I truely do.

I'll continue this later.... bye