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Woo, my first entry! whee Well, I think for my first post, I'm gonna put down my situation. Technically, I would have to say I am single, but I will say otherwise, as my heart belongs to someone. I speak not her name, but she is the most wonderful girl in the world. heart I have given her my heart, and asked nothing in return. I have given her my body (as a punchingbag - yes, she's very much a tomboy sweatdrop ), and expected nothing back. And finally, I have given her my love, and gifts to boot, and never once required the same. Some may call this being whipped, but is it really whipped if you choose to be this way?
Now, for most normal girls, I would have already won them over - a nice guy that's smart, charming, and willing to commit? - but she has not moved an inch. She is sticking to her her ideals of not wanting to be in a relationship until later in life..and for some reason, this just makes me love her even more (such a noble girl! crying ). I, being a man of honor, respect this, but even so, I must try.
I know all too well that I am my greatest judge, and I see myself completely unworthy to deserve her, but I must try. She is still uncertain of what the future holds - If I will even be a candidate when she decides to start a relationship - but again, I must try. Normal men would have given up after the first time being shot down, looking for the next pretty thing to pass by, but I, as a dying breed of man, can live through anything to see the one he loves, and only that one (as normal men do not have feelings of love).
Love is wanting to do anything to make your significant other happy. It is also loyalty. Even wishing for her to be happy if she ends up with someone else, that is true love. To take bodily harm from; to be one's friend; to risk one's life for; to be one's family; to be granted death by; to be one's brother...these are all things I have agreed to do for her, and all because I love her. I know it is pathetic, but that is how I am.^ ^
And so, I wait. Patiently, and with hope...
Well, that's the gist of the situation and how I feel. 3nodding I hope my patience pays off, as I wish for her to be my companion. Anyway, next time, I'll have the first set of my everyday feelings of love! whee Sayonara for now!! xp
 Shiro Inukage · Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 04:47am · 1 Comments |
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