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I hate everyone but only two.
Two I love and will continue to love.
I was heart broken when I found out the person I used to like was getting married.
After that marriage...We hardly even talked.
He doesn't remember my name after that too.
Instead, he called me by my username...Chu.
It seemed so distant when he said that.
There is someone I really LOVED.
But has been faking everything this whole time.
He kissed me on the lips, hugged and cuddled during the cold times.
He hospitalized me because I cared for him.
Until today, the day I wrote this entry...
I found out his little secret.
He does not call me a friend, he took me off his friends list.
I would be the one who'd continuosly PM him.
Not him PM me.
I'd tell him good morning, but then would get a late reply.
He told my Gaia father that he loves me and only me...
But it's all a lie.
He was still dating someone else, because her avatar looked like a whore, people would say.
What I feel now is the hatred for him and his lies.
I want the love I gave him back.
All those feelings.
There is one person I'll always love forever.
Even if we ever disapper out of each other's life.
I'd still smile when I see him.
But frown and hurt myself if he's ever with another girl.
I'll stay by his side until I can not, that'll be until I pass away and go through the world of hell.
Even if I die, my spirit will watch over him.
Stay with him every single minuite.
I love him.
That's all I can say.
I LOVE HIM.
I LOVE HIM.
I LOVE HIM.
TO BE CONTINUED.
I HAVE TO GO.
Dx
 Chu Nyan · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 02:37am · 4 Comments |
