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5.20.07
3:13 pm
I have to admit it. Saying good bye to someone so dearly isn't that easy. When i said it to someone who was close to me... It made me cry... Even now I'm crying my head off. After all the time I've spent with that person, that person left. I still want to say sorry, sorry for everything and how I acted. I should have not said something that would harm you... and lead you to misery and nothingness. The more I think about the word good bye, the more I miss you. I want to see you smile a real smile for me just once. But I'm sure that won't happen. You're always sad. Under you fake smile is sadness, under sadness is nothingness, after that, and . I don't want you to give up on life, live for me even thought you don't care. It's only from my point of view, where you cared for me. It's hard letting everything we did together go. I'm sorry...and I do hope one day you'll see this.
-Menou
3:13 pm
I have to admit it. Saying good bye to someone so dearly isn't that easy. When i said it to someone who was close to me... It made me cry... Even now I'm crying my head off. After all the time I've spent with that person, that person left. I still want to say sorry, sorry for everything and how I acted. I should have not said something that would harm you... and lead you to misery and nothingness. The more I think about the word good bye, the more I miss you. I want to see you smile a real smile for me just once. But I'm sure that won't happen. You're always sad. Under you fake smile is sadness, under sadness is nothingness, after that, and . I don't want you to give up on life, live for me even thought you don't care. It's only from my point of view, where you cared for me. It's hard letting everything we did together go. I'm sorry...and I do hope one day you'll see this.
-Menou
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6.4.07
3:45 am
I want to see that smile and foolishness of yours again. It makes me smile back. I want you to know that I really do like you, and it's not a lie. When we talk, you make me feel warm, all inside. It's not only because of that... It's also because I care. I care for like a mother would. When you said you hurt yourself, I got so worried I panicked. Foolish me. Smile once more for me. A real smile that'd make the world keep spinning. Keep my life running. I want you to be with me, always, even if we're not together, but as friends who loves each other so dearly. Super buddie, as you might call it. Won't a kiss on the cheeks be jsut fine? I still love you. -Laughs.-
Tomorrow, I want to see a smile on your face. It makes me happy, it'll make you happy. But for now, I'm sorry.
-Menou
3:45 am
I want to see that smile and foolishness of yours again. It makes me smile back. I want you to know that I really do like you, and it's not a lie. When we talk, you make me feel warm, all inside. It's not only because of that... It's also because I care. I care for like a mother would. When you said you hurt yourself, I got so worried I panicked. Foolish me. Smile once more for me. A real smile that'd make the world keep spinning. Keep my life running. I want you to be with me, always, even if we're not together, but as friends who loves each other so dearly. Super buddie, as you might call it. Won't a kiss on the cheeks be jsut fine? I still love you. -Laughs.-
Tomorrow, I want to see a smile on your face. It makes me happy, it'll make you happy. But for now, I'm sorry.
-Menou
