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Okay.. the only real reason I'm posting this little tid-bit of information that has come out of my sub-conscious mind is the fact that I dont understand it... it means something.. but I can only make out part of it... and yes.. it is a dream about wolves... so dont even..
Okay.. this is pretty boring in terms of what usually happen in dreams, you know like you get superpowers or people get slaughtered, this one is NOTHING like that.. I'm a wolf, plain and simple...
Okay, me, I'm one of the lowest members in the pack, a loner, a outcast, always shunned by the others except for a select few whom I call friends, they stick by my side no matter what, and then theres this one wolf, she is absolutely beautiful, her fur reminds me of the pale shine of the full moon which I see every month, and which I look forward to every single time (I never learned her name), she was always there for me no matter what, if I was hurt or sick she would stay by my side and comfort me until I got better, if I was hurt she would help mend my wounds and be with me until I was fully healed
But the only real thing that made her also an outcast from the rest of the pack (I think this means society) was the fact that she had one brown and one blue eye, but besides that she was drop dead beautiful, and I just could never stop thinking about her, her beuty, her smile, her laugh, her face, HER...
She was always there, no matter what I was doing and where I was doing it she was there in my mind, on top of whatever else I was doing, I never wanted to let go, no matter what anyone else said about her I would just tell them to butt-off and to never say that about her again or else I would personally have their hide
I had many other female wolf friends, but most of them were either taken or just not appealing to me (its a dream bear with me), but it was one evening on the outskirts of the packs territory it was just me and all of my friends, and I was with her.. we were laying side by side and she had her paw over my neck while she licked my ear (to wolves thats like scratching their back), but after a while she moved her paw and nudged me back from the nirvana that she had put me in, and she spoke, her voice like silk "Matt... (yes my name IRL is Matt) what are we going to do?" she asked me, I replyed to her in my own wolven voice, nowhere near as beautiful or as fluent as hers "I dont know... what can we do_____"
And thats when I was awoken by my damned alarm clock, its annoying beep beep beep going over and over until I clambered out of bed and walked over to it atop my stereo
I've been having this dream for the past month now, and no matter what I do I just can not understand it
If anyone can help me please... feel free to do so.. I need it..
ANd for all intensive purposes here is what I think this all means:
The white wolf is my true love..
The reason I'm an outcast from the pack (society) is because I truly am, I'm a nerd and a geek IRL
Society is depicted as the pack, always trying to be perfect, if you arent then GOODNIGHT!.. you're outta there, they dont want you
And just because I like wolves doesnt mean that this is a dream just because I like them
Some people say everyone has their own animal spirit guide to help them through there problems in life, I think that is true
After I woke up and on the bus ride something hit me, and it made me jump on the bus, spooking a few kids around me
It was this quote I had just thought up, here it is:
"Think of life as a candle, the slightest wind may blow out its life-giving warmth, but if it doesnt then it comes back to full strength"
 lycan_ridley · Mon Feb 28, 2005 @ 02:04am · 4 Comments |
