"I need serenity, in a place where I can hide, Nothing changes, Days go by."
Thats one of my favorite quotes, it shows people who I am and what I need.
A few went right/wrong today so its not entirely bad...
First I spent a few long hours working with my dad and grandfather putting up posts for a new subdivision out east in our town. It wasnt so bad really, besides being sunburnt and all. That and I made an easy $100 today. So I'm even closer to getting my PSP. blaugh
Then....the other things....Well, Lauren, whom I cared for dearly and wanted to meet and be with her. Is now getting married, so I cant say that I'm mad. Just....dissapointed. I know I'm jealous, and I told her and her fiancee that. I'm open to people I love with my feelings. So now I'm happy that she's getting married, and I wish her the best of lives with him.
Needless to say life goes on with or without me...And I plan on being there for her if the time comes when she needs me. I doubt she will, but I promise I will be there for any one of my friends if they ever need me...I promise that, and I swear on my life I will always hold true to that...
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-Lauren