Hey....this is an update. Most of it's bad, but hey, some of it is good too. I'll just list the things that need to be updated...
My Body:
Well, for the most part, it's good. My lungs have been healing slowly, so I should be okay soon. But...I've had this bad head ache for over 5 days now. I take stuff for it, and still it hurts. I don't know right now, but I'll try and figure it out. Also, my body...feels numb...Not cause I'm hurt or anything, but...It's like I can't feel it, it's only my eyes, my fingertips, and my voice....It's...weird...
My Emotions:
Sky high and off the ******** chart! Right now, I can't feel anything but the love for Angel, and the pain from my heart. Angel, if you read this, you didn't do anything to me, and I promise you that's the truth. I think, it's cause of what happened with my mother and me....That's down a little lower....But yeah, my emotions are sky high, and blank for the most part. Really, I only care about Angel, and to everyone else, they could be laying on a sidewalk dieing, and I wouldn't care...Sorry guys, but I'm just...to depressed...
My mother, me, and Angel:
Well, like most people know, I talk to Angel at night mostly. Well, Sunday the 14th, she found out, and took my phone from me. I'm punished more now, so, if I'm not on, that's the reason. Also, she called Angel. She said he was polite to her, and that she was glad, but I don't know, I'll have to talk to Angel. God...Every thing's just so messed up right now. Also, my mother said it's because of me that she can't sleep, she cries all the time, and that she's always depressed. Thanks mom, love you too.
So, as you can see...my life's just screwed up right now. Angel, and some of my good friend's are the only thing keeping me alive and happy right now. So to you guys, thanks. To the rest of you, better shut the hell up and leave me alone if you know what's good for you. Also, my phone's being held captive from me for I don't know how long, so, if you call, it's useless....
My Body:
Well, for the most part, it's good. My lungs have been healing slowly, so I should be okay soon. But...I've had this bad head ache for over 5 days now. I take stuff for it, and still it hurts. I don't know right now, but I'll try and figure it out. Also, my body...feels numb...Not cause I'm hurt or anything, but...It's like I can't feel it, it's only my eyes, my fingertips, and my voice....It's...weird...
My Emotions:
Sky high and off the ******** chart! Right now, I can't feel anything but the love for Angel, and the pain from my heart. Angel, if you read this, you didn't do anything to me, and I promise you that's the truth. I think, it's cause of what happened with my mother and me....That's down a little lower....But yeah, my emotions are sky high, and blank for the most part. Really, I only care about Angel, and to everyone else, they could be laying on a sidewalk dieing, and I wouldn't care...Sorry guys, but I'm just...to depressed...
My mother, me, and Angel:
Well, like most people know, I talk to Angel at night mostly. Well, Sunday the 14th, she found out, and took my phone from me. I'm punished more now, so, if I'm not on, that's the reason. Also, she called Angel. She said he was polite to her, and that she was glad, but I don't know, I'll have to talk to Angel. God...Every thing's just so messed up right now. Also, my mother said it's because of me that she can't sleep, she cries all the time, and that she's always depressed. Thanks mom, love you too.
So, as you can see...my life's just screwed up right now. Angel, and some of my good friend's are the only thing keeping me alive and happy right now. So to you guys, thanks. To the rest of you, better shut the hell up and leave me alone if you know what's good for you. Also, my phone's being held captive from me for I don't know how long, so, if you call, it's useless....
