Man, I haven't updated for awhile...Tch, been lazy! XD Anyways, what's up with me you ask? Well, to much. >.< I'll just do the simple stuff.
~In School~
I'm currently doing okay. I'm not doing my homework, but I'm going to work on it over my two week and two day Vacation. XD Umm...I'm also going to start seeing the school counsiler, Mr. Honeymen...Hehe, I hate his name. Anyways, that's it for school. XD
~At Home~
Gah--! It's hell! My parents are always saying how ******** up I am and always checking up on me! Man! I'm not that bad that I'll go and cut myself! >.< Also, I've been drawing and reading a lot...also listening to music, but I always do that. XD Anyways, homes hell.
~Relationship Wise~
Rawrs! ^^ Anyways, me and my boy friend/husband/soul mate are doing good. I'm talking to him a lot more, and that's good. ^^ I got to hear him sing once again. ^^ Hehe, I love listening to his sweet voice. Anyways... >.< We're doing good, and I'm happy I have him, he's the only one who I can truly trust, no affense to my friends in real life, but you're not my boy friend/husband/soul mate. XD
So yeah, that's about it for those main three things. ^^ If you're wondering friend wise, well, it's the same as usual. ^^
Poem Time!!!
What If...
By: Dark Angelina Resto
Date: ???
What if,
I was to tell you,
I loved you.
Would you say it back to me?
What if,
I came to your house late at night,
Crying and in pain.
Would you let me in,
And tell me everything is fine?
What if,
I hugged you without warning.
Would you hug me back,
Or push me away?
What if,
I was to grab your hand and start to run with you.
Would you follow me,
Or pull your hand away from mine and tell me to stop?
What if,
I crawled into your bed at night,
Frozen to the bone,
And looking for warmth.
Would you hold me close,
And warm me up.
Or ask me why I was there?
What if,
I said I only wanted you,
And nothing else.
Would you want me too?
What if,
I said this poem was for you.
Would you believe me?
~In School~
I'm currently doing okay. I'm not doing my homework, but I'm going to work on it over my two week and two day Vacation. XD Umm...I'm also going to start seeing the school counsiler, Mr. Honeymen...Hehe, I hate his name. Anyways, that's it for school. XD
~At Home~
Gah--! It's hell! My parents are always saying how ******** up I am and always checking up on me! Man! I'm not that bad that I'll go and cut myself! >.< Also, I've been drawing and reading a lot...also listening to music, but I always do that. XD Anyways, homes hell.
~Relationship Wise~
Rawrs! ^^ Anyways, me and my boy friend/husband/soul mate are doing good. I'm talking to him a lot more, and that's good. ^^ I got to hear him sing once again. ^^ Hehe, I love listening to his sweet voice. Anyways... >.< We're doing good, and I'm happy I have him, he's the only one who I can truly trust, no affense to my friends in real life, but you're not my boy friend/husband/soul mate. XD
So yeah, that's about it for those main three things. ^^ If you're wondering friend wise, well, it's the same as usual. ^^
Poem Time!!!
What If...
By: Dark Angelina Resto
Date: ???
What if,
I was to tell you,
I loved you.
Would you say it back to me?
What if,
I came to your house late at night,
Crying and in pain.
Would you let me in,
And tell me everything is fine?
What if,
I hugged you without warning.
Would you hug me back,
Or push me away?
What if,
I was to grab your hand and start to run with you.
Would you follow me,
Or pull your hand away from mine and tell me to stop?
What if,
I crawled into your bed at night,
Frozen to the bone,
And looking for warmth.
Would you hold me close,
And warm me up.
Or ask me why I was there?
What if,
I said I only wanted you,
And nothing else.
Would you want me too?
What if,
I said this poem was for you.
Would you believe me?
