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Last night was very....surreal and creepy, lol. I think I hated every moment of it really. I only went to the party because I never get out of the house and I was so excited to have someone invite me somewhere. But it super sucked. It was scary...

Everyone was getting high and asking if I wanted any, but I would never do that. (it smells horrible! worse than cigars, and those stink pretty bad!). Everyone wanted me to get drunk (because I had never been drunk before), so they bought me a drink. I took a small sip, and decided it tasted gross, and that I definitely prefer soda. After taking that sip, a really big scary woman in a red sweater grabbed me by the arm, threw my outside, and told me never to come back. I don't have a car, and can't drive, so I thought I was going to have to sit outside in a creepy nieghborhood all by myself. But one of my friends from work came to the rescue (actually, it's the guy from work that I like sweatdrop ) He took me home, and made sure I was ok and everything. It was really nice of him to do that for me, and I oee him so much for that, but omg, it was the most embarassing moment of my life! Someone like me getting kicked out of a bar for underage drinking, and I only had a tiny sip....I'm such a goody-goody, so it's not like me at all to dot hings like that. But he promised he wouldn't tell anyone esle at work what happened. He was really nice to me. smile

I didn't get home until about 2am. And now I have work at 10am...and my body is killing me fromt he lack of sleep, lol. I work until midnight almost every night, so I don't get a lot of sleep, and my back and neck hurt a lot from that. I need a new matress I think, lol. Maybe that's what I'll ask my parents for for christmas, lol.

My other party is on the 20th. And I'm positive I'll enjoy that one so much more, lol. I like haning out with my dorky friends being dorky and sober, lol. I don't have fun with drunk people at gay bars.

I was worried that I wouldn't come home last night. the person who was supposed to drive me was drunk, and was still going to drive, so I thought I wasn't going to make it home....I sent Shingo a text message saying I loved him and that I was sorry for nagging him so much to talk to me...but i'm still here, lol. I don't know if I'll hear back from him or not....

I don't feel good, either. But it's off to work. Next sunday is my last day of work, then I'm permanently off! (this job is only seasonal). Then I can start really working on making music. I already made a partial song now. I can't wait to get it finished! whee

Alright, gotta go, bye bye! *^_^*