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Today was ok.

I came in and saw that Megan, Margot, Justin and Jenna were all sitting MANY tables away from Jared and Kyle's table. I can't tell you enough how much that helped me. Thanks guys.
I was walking into Science when Kyle came up to me and said "Hey...Are you ok?". I just nodded "Yea. I still want to be you and Jared's friend though. You guys were my buddies before this whole thing".

Meh. I tried not to be all mopey or whatever. I hate being upset, because then EVERYONE wants to know why. It's quite a bother. So I just tried to stay quiet during classes.

Lunch was fine... Sam and I sat at our usual table next to Jared and Kyle's. Cept Jared wouldn't even say hi or anything. I could care less.

I asked Kyle why he broke up with me in the first place. And I finall got my answer. Kyle said "Ok...Well... PROMISE you won't get mad. He pretty much didn't have any emotions for you". I just said "ok". When in the back of my mind I was thinking "Then why the ******** did he ask me out in the first place?!".

I was dreading 7th Hour. It's the last class of the day, and the only class I have with Jared. And to make things worse, we sit near eachother. Thankfully, Mrs. J allowed me to move across the room. I actually got more work done today than I normally would. I could actually consentrate.

On a lighter note, I get my hair cut tomorrow after school.