you never really understand half the things in life
your not suposed to
they are all to confusing
nothing makes sence at all
all the walls are black
with no windows
no doors
no hope
but you keep beliveing
as if beliving can save you now
as if belive even ever makes a diffrence
and when you finally give up
when you finally let doubt take you away
when you close your eyes and accept defeat
thats when the windows open
when the sun shines on you
when the doors open
when the world sings to you in your darkest hour
when you suddenly have the strenth
to wake up
to walk
to see
to breathe
and the ugliness of this box
with it black walls
and the dark shadowy figues
melt away in your mind
and you find the heart
the courage
the hope
the need
and the want
to smile
im your average teenaged aquarius
go figure
you love me anyway
heart
your not suposed to
they are all to confusing
nothing makes sence at all
all the walls are black
with no windows
no doors
no hope
but you keep beliveing
as if beliving can save you now
as if belive even ever makes a diffrence
and when you finally give up
when you finally let doubt take you away
when you close your eyes and accept defeat
thats when the windows open
when the sun shines on you
when the doors open
when the world sings to you in your darkest hour
when you suddenly have the strenth
to wake up
to walk
to see
to breathe
and the ugliness of this box
with it black walls
and the dark shadowy figues
melt away in your mind
and you find the heart
the courage
the hope
the need
and the want
to smile
im your average teenaged aquarius
go figure
you love me anyway
heart
