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I’m done with you.
You let me trust you;
you pushed your way into my heart
You convinced me
you wanted to see the Real me
that you loved the Real me
and I let you in
My spirit let you see it
let you hear the truthYou said you wouldn’t leave
That you weren’t like the others
that drove a stake into my spirit
and took a piece of it with them
Now you have the biggest piece
because I gave it to you
and you’re taking it away with you

Congratulations
You’ve got me
and I no longer do
That piece you’re taking
won’t ever come back
That hole you’ve leaving
won’t ever heal
Just like the others
another scar
another reason to close the door

And the worst of it is…

You have no idea

You don’t know what you are taking from me
You wouldn’t hear it if I tried to tell you
Because it would hurt you to know
and you refuse to be hurt
out of some conscious self-preservation
after all, You are more important
than me

Save yourself
that’s what I’d do
oh, wait…
I gave myself to you

If you read this
you’d think me weak
What you don’t see is that I speak
from my heart
when I speak with you
Not from the mind,
as you so often do
I don’t think, I just let go
of all the locks, just let it flow
And you, you wonder what I mean
it wouldn’t matter if I scream
The same words time and time again
You hear them your way
you twist them when
You think you know me
but you do not
Not anymore; I’m just a blot
in your day, it seems, if I say hello
You don’t have the time; you have to go
I’m not worth your time; I see.
So go ahead and leave me be.
You’ll blame it all on me, I know
It’s what you do; you’re perfect, or so
I always told you, every day
Just so you’d have some faith and say
“you are so right; I am ok!”
and go along on your merry way

But hey, you Won’t read this

I’m not worth your time, I know
Just like I’ve told you I’ve heard before
Thanks for the confirmation, though
I wasn’t sure; now I know.