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At the dawn of the day the thoughts that were
Brought fill my head with every thought it
Can. The horror and
Dread that fill my mind give me an
Errie yet comforting
Feeling. The hurt very much and make
Gashes in my very soul. The
Hurt they cause
Is worse than anything i have ever felt, but the
Justice within them feels so right when i have done so much wrong. They
Kill me inside ever so slowly. The just barely
Let me live
My life, let me feel what i want, let me know what's
New in the world. They don't let me
Open up. Telling
People is out of the
Question and to try and
Reason with them is not
Something anyone should do. You may
Try and fight but soon you will give
Up and give in. They make everything for you
Vague and fuzzy.
When life is hard it makes like a
Xlaphone, the higher the pitch the more it hurts. the louder the
Yell the more it breaks and never will you be able to
Zig-Zag around the pain and thoughts


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Well i feel bad. i mean my BF answered my best friends PM and not mine. ugh...why the ******** did he do that? ya know what that shall equal for him? ignorment. I HOPE HE READS THIS!!!