Night depression, "Personal" Loneliness rolleyes redface , Anxiety ( over work an getting home stuff done an prep'd for long set of time off 24th - 28th )
Also stupidity over dreams from last night***
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***I dreamed of a night out with a handsome "Acquaintance" my mind made up in a dream. I loved him but wouldn't _ _ _ _ with him as even in dreams I didn't want to chain someone to my existence nor cause them issues by our "snu - snu"
Also a female "Acquaintance" of the same situation but far less serious in the dream itself as we only talked an had like hand-holding an stuff.
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Oh an a check-up appointment today, that I have to do pretty much solely to get meds re-filled....I guess Ill get something to eat too....I might ...shut up intrusive thoughts.....grrr.
Sigh.....
