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well i cant sleep yet again, it seems to happen whenever im not feeling my best. i lie there, cold, alone, with only my penquin to keep me company. i think about things (i wont bore you with detales) and they make me sad, and the longer i lay there, the sadder i get. and i cant seem to close my eyes when i get that way. i end up getting back online, and doing something until i cant see anymore, and then i fall on my bed, hoping that i can get to sleep before i start thinking again. i dont know why im posting on my gaia journal... its probly because i know nobody wastes their time reading it. i honeslty hope nobody does, infact. not that i dont want people to be interested in me, thats all i want really, i just dont want anyone to take time out of their lives to read the ramblings of some poor fool.