Put on a fake smile
Pretend all the pain
Is a nightmare I had
Nobody knows
Who would care?
All I do is live my life
When it gets normal
It turns around
Remembered of the pain
Tears come to my eyes
But I keep them in
Bottling them inside
They want to get out
But I ignore them once more
Reminding myself
They weren't there
So they wouldn't believe me
Because people obsess
A bit too much
So I put on a smile
Pretend I'm alright
Once again
I go home I'm reminded once more
Remembered the pain
Wished it could be physical
Since it's easier to heal
I write and write
My feelings on paper
I cry and cry
Because no one can see
I sing my songs
And relax again
Doing my work
With my fake smile.
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~*I know an elephant never forgets,but I forget what the elephent is remembering.*~