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I've had a lot to think about these past few days. Life has been interesting. I need to be putting more work into things I should be doing and less work into things I want to be doing I suppose. My life is at an interesting point right now, I also suppose. I need to work on myself more than I am. crying Despite that I am infact working on myself. sweatdrop
There is indeed, scarily enough, about two and a half more weeks left until I march through the gates of hell. Hell, being high school. Fun isn't it? When most of the country has half of their summer ahead of them, I'm spending half of my day dealing with idiots whose favorite phase is "mother ********" and in awkward situations that involve staring into the face of someone who wont even speak to me. gonk
I need to lose at least ten pounds in these two weeks to look halfway decent upon stepping through the gates of hell. My metabolism is absolute crap. I could eat only rabbit food and not maintain the weight I want to. domokun I need to drink like twelve glasses of water a day to help out with that too. I really do have too many sodas. I should give them up all together. At least I have diet coke...its like...colored sodium water...sodium is all that shows up on the nutrition label... surprised
I've been complained to by my friends about all of this. Ellaboration:
You're not faaat.
Stop saying it.
You shouldn't go on a diet.
I wont speak to you if you diet.
You're being so typical.
>>; Nice job being supportive guys.
I need to work on my manuscript some if I plan on sending it out to publishers. It is kind of scary how many people send theirs out and never get a response. Then again people seem to think they'll get a response over something that is much a copy of any story out there as "Charlie Bones" is a copy of Harry Potter. stare
Speaking of "Charlie Bones" has anyone heard about this idiot who claims to never have read and barely heard of any of the Harry Potter series? Charlie Bones is apparently a kid who learns and practices magic, going to school in....guess what? A castle. Isn't it amazing? Aren't they so different?
._.; Okay I'll stop ranting about other people right now and start ranting about myself. Today, I was totally flabbergasted and feel like I need to just curl up in a corner and die. crying I did a little exercise, feeling like surely this summer I've gained more muscle and lost fat....I got on the scale today and...
O________O;;; NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I've GAINED FIVE POUNDS? You're KIDDING ME!
Needless to say, I was devistated. I dont feel I've gained so much weight with all the work I'm doing. Well. My half hour on the tredmill isn't strenuous at all. I'm just walking because its good for me and the body needs to walk at least a mile a day to be truely healthy. I get my cardio and strengthening later. I turn on the radio to a station that plays fast songs and for one song I'm laying on my bed doing 1-2 kicks through the entire song and holding an object such as a phone book as far up in the air as my arms will stretch.
I'd only upped it to adding tredmill recently but who would have thought that I'd have gained weight? gonk
Also needless to say. To quote Happy Bunny:
School prepares you for the real world.
Which also sucks.
 animepurinsesu · Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 06:23am · 1 Comments |
