Just thought I'd add a journal entry.
I've been getting some bad headaches lately, and then I've been thinking about how we got a new roof, and the back part of our house, the roof was put on really poorly. And then those f*ckin' roof ppls made a HUGE scratch all across our deck, and then they killed several parts of my yard from their crap and stuff. And they were really careless about our house. They dented our gutters so we have to get new ones, and then my mom's friend is a judge, and she's gonna go talk to him and see if we should sue them for all the damage they have done to my house. And then I found this letter that my biological grandma wrote to my mom about how when my mom and I went to my dad's grave and I put my school picture there and she wrote my mom a really nasty letter and saying how my mom took my right to go to the cemetary and all that sh*t. God, I am just so flippin' mad at everything, and then it also makes me depressed. I just don't know what to do... I feel so helpless because everyone sees me as a child, when mentally, I feel like I can go out and just kick some of those guys @$$es. And then about my biological grandma again, I just want to go to her house and just tell her off about how my mom didn't put that pic of me there, I did!!! And how she has no right to flippin' tell my mom all that bull sh*t and stuff. And I just want to totally smack her, but I kno that's wrong cuz she's flippin' old and stuff, but I don't care. She's ALWAYS been a b*tch to my mom, and she even blames my mom for my dad commiting suicide. Then she made up this bull crap about how my mom told all the Wilkinson's to stay away from me and my mom, and that is SOOOOO not true!!! My mom has offered for me to meet my biological grandma (Like I wanna meet that b*tch now?!), and then I've met Kim and Bubby (Yes, I call Adam bubby!!!) (They're my half siblings from my dad's side). Wow, I feel so much better writing this down, but I still feel like I could write a million pages more. Well, I probably need to end this.
Comments are appreciated in any way of help, support, or just being retarded. Lol.
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