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I've been thinking about it and what exactly are dreams? How do we really classify their meaning? What is our unconscious mind trying to say to us?
Is our unconscious mind only replaying what we already know, or is it telling us what we need to do about our lives? Do we listen to it?
I've had the strangest dreams lately. Starting with two nights ago..o_o;
It was the last day of school and yet I had all four classes in normal proportion. It wasn't anything like the real last day but..nonetheless it was a last day. That I remember. xp I believe I had this dream because I had a vent session with myself earlier. I'd gone a few days without thinking about this best friend of mine and the fact that my feelings for him flipped him out of his tree. Woohoo. heart
I got mad at myself cause it had been a while since I'd thought about him and it upsets me when I do so..>>; Bah.
So that night I prettymuch had a replay of what I already knew. I remembered bits and pieces of the classes when I woke up but I remember most vividly seeing him in the hall between each class and watching him turn to his friend--none of the people that I know of him knowing in real life--and telling them he had to go and running off because he knew I was there.
And then there was last nights. They were very strange and there was two of them. In one night, strange I know. (Har har blaugh )
Lets get the random one out of the way first and then go to the one that has more significance. I don't remember all of it. I know there was one point where I was coming home from a trip...Cali I think with my mom and my sister and the plane we rode on was like...a plane version, with that many rows ahead of the seats for Soarin'. o__o; Except you had to climb up to get to your seat if it was higher up.
And I rememember this random bowl of fruit. There was what I knew was blueberries...okay..there was only one in each..and it was about the size of an orange and yellow. o_o;
I was at this house where I was in my twenties I think and I had two kids and...there were some of my friends living there too and...One of them was like a younger version, younger being closer to my age of one of my moms friends. Except her hair was hidious. xd Black but with bleached highlights. Skuuunk!
And then the one that had more significance was first. It was a follow up of two nights ago. It was again about this guy. And yet, this time...I remember it being near oposite. At the beginning he was hesitant but...Somehow we ended up together and it was the end of the school year and I lived in my old house in my old neighborhood and...
The last thing I remember...was him dropping me off on the last day. He got out and we started to walk up to my door together and he stopped me. He wanted to tell me something. He held me and he told me he didn't think he could see me at all this summer. That he needed time away from me and away from everything. But he told me to be brave, and that everything would be okay. I can remember being I guess semiconscious enough to know what he was saying and feel him there and say a response. Outloud? I don't know...^^; But I told him I knew he did and I was thinking the same thing.
...What happened next?, you say? >>; My mom woke me up. Oh sigh. </3 Would have been interesting. I guess dreams like that...have some significance. I really feel they do. And at least until I'm told otherwise I'm going to believe it. And I'm going to wait and be okay and just see.
 animepurinsesu · Thu Jun 01, 2006 @ 06:11pm · 1 Comments |
